hello everyone...

well, I'm putting some effort to earn some credits for this blog too...haha... mayb by increasing the profit by 0.000001% ? heh... Okay... Im here to tell everyone that Sara and Zyen are back.. haha...=p Nice to see you two again after the eight months of Aussie life, i bet you all must have missed Malaysian food a lot right? can see that from Sara's face when she said how much she missed seeing hawkers frying "char keoy theow" and how much Zyen enjoyed the.....er.... " what lala" again...i forgot the name, sorry ... =( haha..

Neways, LengLei Zyen Sara Yinling and I went bouldering at Wangsa Maju yesterday and we had a great time there. lol....And yea...that's what i've expected after the bouldering thing, i got very serious muscle ache today, and this is the worst among all those I've ever had..hmm... i think i shall do exercise more often from now on ... haha...Anyway, it was my first time to boulder.. So... Lenglei ! stop laughing at me when i fell down so clumsy-ly.. haha.. but the most hilarious part was... when i was about to fall that time, lenglei ran to me and wanted to help out...but she actually tripped over her own leg and fell down...hahaha....so Farney..! Oh , and also we took a few pictures when we were bouldering... but all the pictures are still in my hp, I couldn't find my cable so i guess the photos will be uploaded when it suddenly appears again..=) and also my laptop bluetooth not working =(

oh yea... Jus is leaving for Aust on 5th Dec.. so, people!!! lets meet up since we haven't seen each other for some time already... haha... Mayb we can go for karaoke like we planned when we were in f5 , Jus.. =D alright... so....hope to see y'all soon!

oh...and i just realised that my post is the most colourful one... lol

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Hello peoples! I don't think I have ever posted a proper post on this blog and since this blog needs reviving, here I am! JENG JENG JENG!

Anyways I just came back from Bangkok on Tuesday night. I went there for a debate competition! :D it was the Asians British Parliamentary Debate Championship and I'm proud to say that out of 92 teams, I was one of the 32 teams to make it to the octofinals and it's a big deal okay cos it's an international tourney with 57 unis, from 9 diff Asian nations! So *applause*

Anyhoo, it was a great competition and I enjoyed myself a whole lot though there was very little shopping involved. I only shopped for one day :( But it's okay, my debate achievement compensated for it. Teehee! :D

I went for the Zara sale @ Atria today and it was disappointing for there were nice stuff but a super long queue and I had to go back to college for classes so I left empty handed + a broken heart. :(

But it's okay for I played...

L4D2

:D IT IS LE AWESOME! I DEMAND YOU PEOPLE TRY IT OUT!

okay peace out! :D

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And the blog's heart starts pumping again! ba-dup ba-dup

Sorry guys, our profits remain at a miserable RM0.75 heh. i think we're earning about 0.000000000123456789 a day. not bad eh, considering that most of us ignore this blog.

Anyhoo, lovely dedication post yen, i'm pretty sure Winnie will appreciate that napping picture of herself on top of her books. nice touch there. If anything zyen, YOUR LIFE is FULL of awkward moments.

My moments are just outrightly embarrasing.

and kayhwa,

FREE WILL IS AN ILLUSION. the sweet irony is that we "practice" free will freely according to the laws of physics and the land! If it's not that, the consequences of our actions often refrain us from doing as we wish. but then there are consequences for ALL OF OUR ACTIONS, and just because we are afraid of the punishment/outcome, do we dismiss that free will does not exist?

Sure, we can choose freely to jump off a cliff in hopes of flying but we won't. That's because we are fully aware that it would lead to a certain death. So what? Do we then freely choose to jump off a cliff, and then freely choose to skip the grim reaper? that's just plain absurd. The world would be in utter chaos.

Then again, there are things that we simply cannot do! We cannot freely choose to defy the laws of gravity literally (airplanes and helicopters not included). So a person's free will is limited to what he can potentially do (given that he is not afraid of punishment) perhaps? And what he can potentially do is governed by the Law of Physics. Hence, this implicates that a person's free will is governed by the Law of Physics. Oh, the comedy of life! Even free will doesn't have a free will haha!

I too agree that a person's life to relative to all that is around him. What would be good, if you can't see what's bad? When some people say, "Imagine what life would be like without electricity?". we'd obviously be thinking of candles and lamps. But WHY? Maybe a civilization without electricity could be operating on an advance form of kinetic energy, or probably something i cannot possibly imagine. Maybe they could be living a better life than us. Of course, it could be worse to, we'd never know.

People judge life as they see it. They think that this life is the only way it could ever turn out. If Hitler was never born, how sure are you that the world would be better than it is? You don't. And you never will. We shouldn't compare our Life and world to imaginations and what-ifs. Instead, we should compare it to reality. One of the main reasons why countries should constantly have relations with others is so that we can compare to each other. If a country closed all ties and connection to the rest of the world, it wouldnt even know if it was oppressed or exploited (eg North Korea). They'd think their lack of freedom is the best thing they have got because they havent seen real freedom. I say "real freedom" in the context of this world btw.

It the same with Earth. While we've been comparing to other countries and not with other galactic communities, it's no doubt that some ideas are already so fixed and solid that stating anything out of the norm would imply insanity. Afterall, sanity IS statistical. Thankfully, truth isn't. That's why, i'm against world government. Yea sure, it could avoid wars and inequality, although i'm skeptical that it would, but we could also be oppressed and brainwashed and we wouldn't know it! Then again, if we were, i wouldn't know what i'm missing out haha.

OH WAIT. HOMG, I COULD BE BRAINWASHED ALREADY. gasp. haha.

Anyways, i believe that life's purpose is to be happy. i mean, i don't fear death. i fear pain more lol. Death can end suffering, worrying and pain that Life gives. We wouldn't need to worry about unpaid bills, exams and driving tests. We'd be ultimately free (that is if you don't believe in afterlife which i don't). So why then, avoid Death? All this seems like we should embrace it. Because while Life gives pain and suffering, it also gives happiness and joy. Without good, there cannot be evil. Without suffering and pain, happiness and joy would have no value. That's what Life gives and Death takes it all. IMHO, Life should be lived happily!

wow.

LONGEST POST EVER! be proud of me! :D

PS i cant paragraph this post! Annoying! this entire post will look like a chunk of words. grr.

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current packing/moving status: slow and agitating

let it be known that


I HATE PACKING WITH EVERY FIBRE OF MY BEINGGGGGGGGGGG.

WHY IS IT SO HARD JUST TO GO HOME T_T

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okay so after rougly a six (seven?) month long hiatus (that sorry excuse for a post in which i promised that i'd blog soon after my sats doesnt count), i am FINALLY back here blogging :) it seems i am uhhh. quite undisciplined with this thing sadly heheh. thankfully there have been some very noble efforts to keep this blog breathing mostly by sara and lenglei and more recently kayhwa, because if it were just ME blogging here, i think we can NEVER reach a respectable profit with nuffnang (hahhahahha, what is it now lenglei? have we doubled our profit? is it up to a dollar now? :) maybe soon we can buy a... a... newspaper or sthg. whoopeeeeee. T_T) but hahaha i guess i shouldnt complain. it's kinda my fault as a super lazy blogger with a veryyyy high tendency to procrastinate that our blog profit generating scheme is in such a sad state anyway :)

so,

in 7 hours time, one of my closest friends here, winnie wang yi wen will leave on a flight back to taiwan :(

its weird, i've never actually done a dedication post to anyone before, which i guess isnt very surprising, given my non existent, pathetically unprolific (check THAT out, sat word ahhahaha) blogging career and mojo! it might be surprising to you guys that i actually DO get struck by inspiration and think of a really good idea for a post, and start crafting out in my head. but being the extreme slob that i am, that post never actually makes it onto the blog heheheh. but anyways, now that i have quite alot of time on my hands since my exams are over, and my awesome friend winnie is leaving soon, i think that if there was ever a time to break my post dedication virginity, IT IS NOW. before this post too disappears into the dark depths of the very cluttered space that is my mind right now. but i digress dont i :)

THIS, everybody, is my friend winnie wang yi wen :) she was the first person i approached in my class (with the exception of ismail, but that was different because he was introduced to me, and he talked so much and so fast that after 10 minutes of talking, i felt like i'd alrdy known him for half my life == hahahhaa)

hahhaa okay la im exagerrating abit.

but anyways it was sort of by coincidence that i talked to winnie first; she happened to be the person standing nearest to me when i arrived (late) to my IT session on the second day of orientation, after rushing to the foundation building in the HEAT. so i was abit flustered, and since the class before us hadnt come out yet (i suppose this makes me early instead of late :P) we were just standing ard and doing the sizing-each-other-up-with-discreet-sideways-glances thing that is so synonymous with orientation sessions. i remember thinking heyyyy this girl looks friendly, i'll talk to her! and so i did.

zhiyen: hi im zhiyen, whats ur name?
winnie: hi im winnie
zhiyen: where are you from?
winnie: ohhh im from taiwan!
zhiyen: *OH SHIT. i know NUTS abt taiwan save for taipei 101 and how theyre still governed by china. and that is a STUPID thing to talk abt when you first meet someone frm taiwan how WEIRD am i going to sound?? maybe i'll just try sometihng like...* OHHHH YAYA JAY CHOUUUUUUUUU, do you like jay chou?? :)
winnie: ummm. he's okay la.

HAHAHHAHA you cant REALLY blame me right, i mean, what would you have done??

but anyways we've errr. definitely progressed from that awkward stage hahahhaa! thanks for being there for me winnie, and being our mother hen of sorts hahahhaha!! you're always cheerful and fun to be with :) im happy to have known you! hahahh u've never actually seen this blog before but i think i'll probably give it to you so you can see how nice (ahem) my first dedication to someone is HAHA. and that my first dedication to someone is to YOU! dont play play lehhhh. hahahh :) i really had fun doing our gym stalking sessions (HOMG CUTE BOY HAS COME A LONNNGGGG WAY HASNT HE??), though not so much fun getting CAUGHT doing our gym stalking sessions (homgggg. embarrassingggggggggggggggggg~) but still that was pretty hilarious la. hahha i would keep talking abt all those funny and dumb things we did but maybe thats abit tooo forbidden to put up on cyberspace right? but im not gonna mention anythinglaOMGHPGHPGISTOTALLYINLOVEWITHYOUWOMANISWEARRRRRR. HAHHAHAHA i know ur just gonna deny but ITS TRUE OKAY. i see it ALLLL. youuuu cannoooot hiddeeeee :P but really, we did have a lot of fun times together :) i'll miss you!

and on this note i shall end! im really glad i went up and say hi to you on that second day of orientation :) i wish you ALL THE BEST BABE. may you find your koo jun byo (i spelt it wrongly didnt i?) or at least, the OPPA you're dreaming of :) i love youuuu! SARANG HAEYOOOO!

and oh yeah. i just want to add, winnie IT WILL BE YOUR FAULT IF I CANNOT SLEEP TONIGHT!! and SHAWNY'S!! i wont be surprised if i end up sleeping in sara's room homggg. scaaaaaaaryy shit man. why do we do this to ourselves???

btw, just to clarify, my being scared has nothing to do with the picture of winnie sleeping hahahaha. it just SO HAPPENS that way :)

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Sometimes I feel like an alien in this world. Because my thoughts are so bizarre. They way I think. The way I learn. It's human, I can tell. It's just not the way a normal human does things. Perhaps there are plenty of other people out there just like me. Maybe one day I'll get the privilege of meeting them =) Until then.. alien I will be.

The world is made up of thin lines separating ideas from each other.

You know how people always tell you to be yourself? Cliche, or not? Maybe it's just a myth. A fairytale. Because in real life people MAKE you conform, whether you are aware of it nor not. The way you talk, you walk, you eat. Culture. Rules. Knowledge. Society and their norms.

"Man is born free, but everywhere he is in chains."
Jean-Jacques Rosseau, French political philosopher.

Do you really think we have a choice? Because if men were really born free, some would act 'human', some would run around on four legs like an animal, naked. Some would fight all the time. Some would give new meaning to the phrase 'no man is an island', because I honestly think that's bullshit. If a homo sapien were to be brought into this world all alone, with no companionship whatsoever, and did not know there EXISTED such a thing as companionship.. I don't think he or she would be missing out on anything at all. How do you know how to feel lonely if you do not know such a feeling even exists? Perhaps you would think tinkering with non-inanimate objects is what Life is all about.

Life is what you make of it. That's the most meaningful and truthful phrase IMO. Coz Life is not rock solid. There is no real shape nor form to it. If you want it to be this way it will. If you want it to be nothing, it will. So long as you're happy with nothing, I don't think it really matters because Happiness is so subjective. Why do you think masochists and sadists exist?

I see my chains clearly in the day, and I hear them clinking loudly as they rub against my skin at night.

Do you?

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hellloooo-oo-ooOO~~!!

is it me or do i hear an echo of an empty blog right back at me?? hahha! i DO hear an empty blog!! loll. im still the most recent post mann. but i know u guys have exams coming up toooo. SAM got finals like us and A levels got trials righttt? BEST OF LUCK GUYSS. let us NERDD!!!

hahha i've fallen into quite a comfortable NERD routine man. its kinda nice actually.. its like i seriously waste ZERO time cause exams are in 3 weeks i have NO MORE TIME LEFT. DEADEDD. haha so its like every available opp im packing it with stuff to do and studyyyingg. like im squeezing everything in. for example last fri i woke up early, skipped my morning classes ( stupid chem lousy teacher and stupidd enggg) hahha waste time. so i nerded at home then went for classes at 11 stg and finished skl at 3 n played bball at moore park til abt 7 with the EXTENDED INDO GANG ( i tell u these indos i dunno WHY their indo family is SO HUGE everytime i go out with them its like they can produce 3-4 new ppl i dunno from all over like uni, sydney U, etc etc ahhaha) so yesh! whee bball!! supah fun and weather was LOVELAYY. now i have a blister. then i went for dance class at 7.20 and then joined yen in the library n studied til 10 came home and last min thing had hot pot with charins and some hongkees in unilodge... then went back and studied n prepared pre-lab work for 4 hours of chem lab on sat. PHEWW. hahha so that was FRIDAY. ahhah!

so yeap!! quite nice to be busy!! but still cant wait for exams to be OVERR and its MSIAA time!! =D =D anyway my new favourite place is the LIBRARY. its got 10 floors n u can pick any floor to study on. and they have these cute booths n window cubicles to study at. and SO PEACEFUL, quiet, CONDUCIVE STUDY ENV man!! love ittt. woke up at 6 today and studied at home til ten ( when the library opens on sun) then wen to the library with melissa, yen, suyiin, and winnie til 6 pm. haha and next week end is "study period" so library opens til 12 midnight!! yay!! hahah. but somehow i dont feel like i got a lot of work done.. stupid phys. so hard. hahha oh wells. will take a pic of the library next time i go! to show u guys. im sure u would all lurve it toooo.

the disgusting thing about this foundation course is that they finish teaching the syllabus ONE WEEK before finals and dont give us study break. like WHAT THe?? stupidd. so im creating my own study breaks by skipping useless classes. hahha. =] hope my attendence doesnt die though. heh.

5 more weeeks!! gosh!! time flies by~ unfortunately in msia i cant wear this new grey hoodie my dad bought for me when he was here.. i LOVE hoodie jumpers hahha. but i get scolded for it being so baggy and unglam but HECK! heheh so comfyy. attached is le pic of my baby jumper xD i just bathed so yes not my best look but JUMPERR. hahahah. and its getting hotter.. on wed GOOGLE predicts 24 degrees highest and 18 lowest. PHEW. hott.
OH GUYS! THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH FOR THE LETTERS!! ESP to sze ling and leng lei and suzhen!! with the empty packet of famous amos!! HAHHA. me n yen were SO EXCITED and touched to receive like this wonderfully thick envelope full of little notes and stuff! hahaha. the feeling when u look at ur mailbox in unilodge and see that SHINING brown envelope ( ok it doesnt sound so great but it was, lol) and then to ask the receptionist "could i hv my mail pls" and she hands ovah da TREASUREE. hahhaha. sighh its so nice to read snail mail.. esp snail mail from u guys!! haha ur writing is like so familiar and comforting anddd sniff.. haha made me sentimental. u guys spoil us, u do. hahaha. cwaiii xD

what did i wanna say.. hmmm. oh yess my cousin suyiin and winnie have discovered this blog shop called Gmarket? hahha they say its got GOOOD stuff. from korea though. cmon moncheriex!! hahhaahha.

and donks!! ur sat topic for essay is HARD!! i wouldnt know what to write. i think ours was pretty easy.. but couldnt articulate my points la.. i had good points but no examples and stuff. pfft.. ah wells.

okayyy!! am off to study now again now!! hahah BEST OF LUCK to u guys too!!! and lots of lovee. XOXOXO. i think i've never expressed my love so openly so many times before coming to aus. hahaa.

"What's the point in spreading your wings and soaring, without a warm nest to fly home to in the end? "

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xoxoxo ^^

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