games carnival was over last week! i feel so relieved and free of stress and everything...
strangely enough, now i feel like i can enjoy college life. mostly because, i also passed on my president post to andrew por. im pretty thankful for that. haha... i don't know if i should be disappointed with myself, but it wasnt what i expected from starting a club. it's so different from leo club, where everyone worries and helps each other and i had you guys to help out of sticky situations. here, i'm doing everything. and when it doesn't turn out right, i'm the only one feeling bitter about it and no one else cares. ugh.. a really sucky feeling ok! and then i get pissed and tire myself out and won't concentrate in class.
but now it's over! i only got the college magazine to worry about! i don't have to stay back late anymore and be sleep deprived! no need to get to college early and type shit. oh man, ZHIYEN secretary job SUCKS. how does anyone put up with it?? a week before games carnival, i was soo irratable! i mean, i was doing jobs which weren't mine! how did that happen?!? and people asking me all sorts of questions which had nothing to do with me! half way through the event, i just sat back and watched everything. everything seems better when u stop giving a damn about little things.
i jst skipped malaysian studies. MALAYSIAN STUDIES ON SATURDAY is not worth it! we should had a test on thursday, and i think i failed it. not malaysian enough i suppose. SO LAME LA WHY DO WE HAVE TO DO THIS?? can i jst declare myself singaporean and NOT do this?? ugh...
and SARA! it might seem weird, BUT I HAD A CONVERSATION LIKE THAT! it was in australia too! me and mabel were shitting in cubicles right next to each other. i think we talked pretty loudly coz we didnt want the ploop! sound to be too loud ahahahh!!
oh man i miss you guyss!! people in march batch are...uhh.. i dunno how to describe. they are like SHEEP. they go straight to college, then they go straight home. very unspontaneous! but i made a good friend! her name's beatrice (damn chun name haha) wheee she's so nice :)
i still wanna go karoake-ing. and i need to go shopping.


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