SOOOOO where did i leave off? oh yeah u guys can see pcis of wms concert on facebook me bro uploadeddd. But seriously, puteri gunung ledang??? WHAT were they thinking!!? sheesh man. and i agree! these kiddos are getting weirder and weirder every year. heheh notice the word KIDDOS? hahhaa us 18 year olds!! so old we are. SIGHS. i wanna be young again!! xD
oh yeah so been having hols for about a week. 2 more days and then i start skl on monday. 9 days of hols. NOT ENOUGH NOT ENOUGHHH. been SOOO busy everyday!! like so far we've gone ice skating (first time EVER) near macquarie university ( which is TINY). Ice skating is NO JOKE, hahhaha EVERYBODY looked unglam doing it hahhahaa. we were doing fine at first since we've rollerbladed before but then i tried learning how to stop and stuff and when u try to STOP u SWIVEL in a circle and end up on ur ass! hahaha. to avoid ending up on one's ass, one has to bend over to keep balance by sticking one's ass out, generally a stupid looking pose which ends up looking just as ridiculous as ending up on one's ass anyways. lol. but there were like some ppl like this indo guy called ryan and this china guy called jackie who've never rollerbladded before and OMG HAHA POOR THINGS, ryan fell 16++ times and like SUPER HILARIOUS falls like he tried to stop once by slamming into the wall but he couldnt grip the railing properly and he was like cartoon running there and then BAM. HAHHA. and like i was skating with this indo called tommy and we were trying to grab each other's hands to like fling the other person off cause i was trying to avenge the other ppl who tommy bullied by making them fall but ALAS tommy is heavier than me so I went flying. hahah that ice is HARD.
Oh yes, so iceskating, we've also sang karaoke (which reminds me i NEED to learn cantonese so i can sing with daniel, poor daniel no one to sing canto songs with hahaha) , gone shopping at DFO ( factory outlet, which resulted in a VERY SATISFYING 6 shirts for 42 AUSD EEE!! =] =] =] sorry though dad hehe) , baked cupcakes where we invented TONS of weird flavours like honey+kaya, apple+cinnamon, NUMEROUS VARIATIONS of choc cupcakes (nutella, maltesers etc etc), eaten TONS of good food (madang korean food [the seafood pancake is awesome], jap food, many cafes etc etc) and today i went for a class korean bbq buffet which was OH SO YUMMYY. the beef and pork there ^^! Ps dad: after this skl starts its back to stinging and saving money okayy??? =] peacee. hehehe.
Btw i have never bombed exams as badly as i bombed my Semester One exams which just passed.. i dunno why i did so terribly. its not like i didnt study.. its more like not enough time to do the exams. like i actually screwed up english. no time to think and plan the essay properly! they are SO stingy with their time limit!! and somemore they make us write the essay using FORMAL english and must have a certain format to it and stuff. GAH. how do they expect us to do that all in such a short time?? So my essay is like the worst i ahve ever written in my life. NO JOKEE GUYS. haha. and my PHYSICS. omg. i used to love physics.. like my pet subject. but then now HERE.. sigh. haha. they gave us these sample exams to do see? and the sample exams were like not too bad. but then in the actuall exam they TWIST all the questions around and require u to THINK to know what formula to apply and stuff. and the thing is i think i could do it, if they just gave us MORE TIME. there was seriously NO time to think about the question at all. and i guess i panicked too. during the last 10 minutes i was frantically trying to do this one question that i normally ace but somehow i got stuck. then i had this VAGUE idea of what i needed to do but i was too panicky and kan cheong to work it out logically so i jsut wrote a lot of crap and calculations of my vague idea which i think WOULD lead up to the answer if i had time to complete it. but oh wells. yes. very stressing. but im not really angry and stuff cause i like tried my best.. i DID study but its just the time limit. ugh.
so yeahh results will be posted online. first time collecting online results man! The hovering of the finger over the mouse, the dreaded click, the anticipation and suspense of that blank loading screen and then BAMM. the stark black-n-whiteness of those bits and bytes displayed on the screen that cannot be run away from!! and then the comfort eating will start. hahah. gahhh. i kinda dont want to know my GPA. it will be so depressing. =(
anyways on a different note, i THINK i speak like a hongkie sometimes when talking to my hk friends!! ahhaha! and my closest hongkie friend is starting to speak like a msian! HAHAH. so funny man. i have learnt a few canto words which how may i put it, are not very useful in real conversations HAHA. and i have a TON of canto songs now which i shall try to use to learn canto as well as to be able to sing with good ole daniel at karaoke next time lolll. that time we sang K (which was last night) that retard never heard poker face before and made it into POKAI face HAHAH. classic!! then we were all there singing puhpuhpuhpuhppokai facee. mo mo mo mommm. ahah!
hmmm what else? oh yes. i realise that here, i talk an AWFUL LOT about food! i dunno why! maybe its because im like taking care of my own dinner and stuff, i go like : HEY GUYS wouldnt it be great to try SO-AND-SO recipe?? and im forever blurting out recipe ideas or saying heyyy this restaurant is nice and stuff!! ahhaha im trying to stop it lest i become boring and sound piggish haha. but its not my fault food is SO NICE to talk about! SO since im stopping food discussion with my friends as they have heard ALOT adi, u guys will forgive me if i spew it out here yesh?? THANKS man i knew u guys would understand hehheheee.
SO. tml is one of our VERY RARE stay at home days. besides me MAYBE planning to play bball in the morning and we HOPE to go to the gym at like 12 noon. will tell u ppl if it works out hahahaa. and we are plannign to have like this BIIIIG pot luck dinnah tml!! im in charge offf... dadadaummm.. DESSERT! HAHHA. whooo. am suddenly in the mood to make carrot walnut cake! hahaha. with cream cheese icing? or mebbeh butter icing as cheese aint cheap. mmmm yummmm. and since some ppl dont like carrot walnut, If i have time i shall make chocolate cupcakes! or should i just make choc cookies?? gasp. maybe cupcakes though. heheh. UNFORTUNATELY my mum aint online nowww i shall have to source for a carrot walnut cake recipe online which is RISKY. hahahaa. wheee i LOVE baking! maybe since i did so badly in my exams i should just FORGET about commerce OR science next year and go for culinary arts eh? hahah. i seem to have no passion for all that so maybe my passion is FOOD ?? what do u guys think about that.!?!? hahah!
So after gym tml (hopefully) me, yen, yiin, melissa, kenny and roger are going to the supermarket HAHAHA. hilarious eh? what an outing. btw roger is my hongkee neighbour who can FREAKING MAKE SUPER DELICIOUS BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE FROM SCRATCH. HAHHAA. and its SO BIZARRE cause he's like this skinny dude who always plays pool and can pass as those hongkee bums but he BAKES HAHA. i was SO STUNNED when he let us try his cheesecake in the study room the other day. LOL and he was CUTE about it AHHAHA. and like he was telling us about how he put too much gelatine and stuff LOL. gosh man. sounds like my kinda guy! HAHHA. byebye cutie bballer and HELLO baker boy! HHAHA. kidding lahhh.
Hmmmmmm. Occasionally, on a rainy day, one might sit, laden with deep thought and soul-searching, and one might feel like one should be having these GREAT enlightening life experiences overseas and stuff. It is thought to be the time for self-discovery and living life to the fullest and broadening one's horizons. Maybe its just me, but i dont feel like im doing any of that here in Sydney. Unsettled and uncomfortable feelings arise. Certain factors have led one's thoughts stray to imagining studying uni in the US. Imagining one's self saying "I study in the US". Perhaps its the cliche of the grass is always greener on the other side. Maybe one just has to be content with one's own lot, one's own pasture. I wouldn't go so far as to say im bored here in Sydney, maybe its just cause we're still in Foundation so like i feel i havent done much living or many meaningful things or things where i can say THIS is where my life changed. Or maybe i AM doing that but its just too gradual a change for anyone to notice it, least of all moi. But who am i to say that i would get to experience all this in the US? Maybeh its the case of what u make of life. Maybe you've got to be the one being proactive, in search of all these enlightening, self-changing events. Thinking about the greener pasture gets one no where. Well, hence, i Have decided to be more out there. Make the most of it all. GET the most out of it all. Work my ass off and play my ass off to put it crudely. Pack each day with activities. =] However, these activities require money. So a chat with the parents is in order.. Also there are various life decisions to be discussed =]
Wouldnt go as far to say one is bored in Sydney. Just perhaps wanting to experience a change, a new situation? Perhaps US has a different, more interesting culture? Thus, have thought of alternative ways to achieve this. Maybeh join a dance class? Le out of comfort zone etc etc. Hahha. am a bit nervous. When life hands you lemons, you make lemonade right? or maybe in my case, lemon icing for my carrot cake tml xD ehheee. actually that aint such an appropriate idiom , its more like make the most of everything! and what for wallow in feelings of disoncentent =D Paps, its not that im discontent here dont worry! its just moi thinking of wanting do stg and be stg different and stuff =D ah wells.
Thoughts and musings over and out ^^ Love you guys! can't wait to REALLY talk to all of youuu. And btw thinking of getting a part time job when i get back! whoo. work in a restaurant yeahh!! anyone up for it!!? ahhaha =D



